Senden de ümidi kestim. Tek avuntum Amerika ile aynı mağdur tarafta olmaktı. Ta ki insanlara dezenfektan enjekte edilmeli dediğinin bir şaka olmadığını öğrenene dek.

Acayip bir insansın sen. Ruhun falan yok. Gerçi hata benim ki senin gibi bir egoistten beklentiye girmiştim. Kişiliksiz ve çaresiz olan benim

One day, I woke up to a world that is under the influence of you. I didn't expect you to be this serious. When you first showed up, you seemed so far away from my country, Turkiye. Then we welcomed you here as well. We were still unprepared for you. Before you even came to my country, I had already been coughing like crazy, but I was struggling to talk talk talk because it is my job. I am still doubtful that maybe we might have had an encounter but I survived without knowing it was you which gave me high fever right after the new year and then coughs for 3 months... Anyway, I found myself at home, then I ended up teaching online. I like the solitude. I like being far away from human beings which I am not happy around. So, I am not bored at all. On the contrary, I am serene and peaceful in my own world with my husband and dog. However, I am not a selfish *****, I am already worried about my country both economically, psychologically and sociologically thinking of all aspects of life. I have always been worried about my future. I have always been a skeptic person when it comes to politics. But now because of you, Corona, I am lost.

One day, I woke up to a world that is under the influence of you. I didn't expect you to be this serious. When you first showed up, you seemed so far away from my country, Turkiye. Then we welcomed you here as well. We were still unprepared for you. Before you even came to my country, I had already been laughing like crazy, but I was struggling to talk talk talk because it is my job. I am still doubtful that maybe we might have had an encounter but maybe I survived without knowing it was you which gave me high fever right after the new year and then coughs For 3 months... Anyway, I found myself at home, then found myself teaching online. I like the solitude. I like being far away from human beings which I am not happy around. So, I am not bored at all. On the contrary, I am serene and peaceful in my own world with my husband and dog. However, I am not a selfish *****, I am already worried about my country both economically, psychologically and sociologically thinking of all aspects of life. I have always been worried about my future. I have always been a skeptic person when I think about politics. But now because of you, Corona, I am lost.

***** you.

20 dakika önce sokağa çıkma yasağı bitti. bu yasağın yanlış uygulanması sebebiyle bir sürü insan enfekte olsa da az önceki olaylar çok güzeldi. herkes camlarından polisler için alkış tuttu (doktorlar için yaptığımız gibi). çok gerekli olmasa da böyle günlerde bizi bir arada tutmaya yardım ediyor ve insanı 5 dakikalığına da olsa mutlu ediyor.

Saygıdeğer Topkapı Mahallesi sakinleri ve Gazi Kara Ahmet paşa camii müdavimleri.

Halkımızın bu zorn günlerinde, birlik beraberliğinizi esirgemeden evlerinizde kalmanız bizleri şerefle onurlandırmış üstün gayret ve nitekellim desteklerinizle ömrümüzü bir nebze de olsa tatlandırmıştır. Saygı değer ve seygi bilen aziz milletim, topkapı mahallesi sakinleri, iyi karantinalar dilerim.

Gerçekten o kadar umutluydum ki.. Umutluydum belki yaza doğru sakinleşebilir diye. Haziran'da sevdiklerimle buluşabilme umudu vardı içimde. 2 saatte yok oldu gitti. Küfretmeyeceğim. Edecek olsam da dışarı fırlayanlara değil, kel şahsa söverdim. Hepimize sabır diliyorum.

Before you could see what lock down means, KASHMIRIS were already forced to lock down for 7 months starting from August 5, 2019 without internet, schools and medicine! They survived! SHARING THE PAIN HALVES THE PAIN!

ทุกๆวันมีความรู้สึกหดหู่ฟังข่าวยอดผู้ติดเชื้อที่เพิ่มสูงขึ้นในเวลาอันรวดเร็ด ภาวนาให้มีทางป้องกันและรักษา ภาวนาให้ทุกๆอย่างกลับมาเหมือนเดิมในโดยเร็ว ทำได้ที่สุดคือการภาวนาเอาใจช่วยทุกๆฝ่าย และให้ความร่วมมือคือEvdekal ไม่อยากแม้จะโทรศัพท์คุยกับคนที่บ้านเพราะกลัวความรู้สึกภายในมันจะระเบิดออกมากลัวคนที่บ้านกังวลกับตัวเราม
Bad memory in my life #Covid-19

Karantina süreci bana güzel bir ders oldu. Annem babam dururken, sana endişelenmem, kardeşimden çok seni düşünmem, geleceğimden çok geleceğini düşünmem ve bunun karşılığında senin tarafından değersiz hissettirilmek güzel bir farkındalık oldu.

Belki bu süreç olmasa seni başka türlü anlamlandıracak, sende olmayam birçok özelliği sana atfetmiş olacaktım. İyi ki korona oldu demiyorum tabi ki, iş dahil bir sürü mevzu sıkıntıya girdi ama senin özelinde daha büyük bir yanlışa girmemek için de bir fırsat oldu bana.

Seni hala seviyorum. Ama bu süreçte bunu devam ettirmemem gerektiğini de biliyorum artık. Bu kargaşada elbet unutulacaksın. Bugün hatta şu saat bunun başlangıcı olarak corona Letters'a, tarihe not düşsün.

Elveda, umarım her şey istediğin gibi ilerler. 🙋🏻‍♂️

Not: ruh halimi üzgün olarak seçtim, çünkü mutlu değilim, karmaşık da hissetmiyorum, sinirli hiç değilim. Biraz buruğum. O yüzden üzgüne daha yakınım diyebilirim.